Thursday, January 10, 2013
Last night was my first pill of Clomid 50mg. I started Metformin last year when I went through all that diagnostic testing. I've had plenty of time to hear, read, and perseverate over the side effects of Clomid. But I have been so sad. I have been waiting for treatment for a long time now but I am so sad. I think that now it is real and I can do something about it, I fear the failure. I think that waiting for so long to get any kind of treatment and BFN after BFN that it has drained my hope. I know that one pill of Clomid wouldn't make me feel like this already. So, I will try to be cautiously optimistic.